"My Suicide Call"
I feel them look at me
And wonder about thee
The whispers are so painful
But the secrets are even worse
I don't know what to tell you
So we just sit in silence
There's a desire to talk
But the fear you'll run away
My suicide call awaits
Why can't they stop judging me
Do they know I feel lost
Trust is so hard
When no one sticks around
My suicide call awaits
Today I picked the phone up
But did not have the strength
Decided to just pray instead
My suicide call awaits